Monday, December 28, 2009

Lines & Walls


I feel myself closing off
Which says a lot, since I feel like all I ever do is let people in
It is easier to shut people out, you know
The baggage you carry can just fall by the wayside and you don't have to deal with that stuff if you really don't want to
You can draw the line
You can put up a wall
And I've done that before 
Hasn't everyone?
Aren't relationships often filled with a variety of walls meticulously placed to cover any flaws we are afraid will emerge?
And for me, those walls came crumbling down when I decided that that isn't any way to live
I have nothing to hide
I am who I am
And If I'm on guard, I pray I let it just come down
Or If I keep walls up, God willing there is a reason
Can you really ever know everything about someone?
Can you really know everything about yourself?

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